I love Maths, I love Maths, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MATHS!!!!!!

(I'm trying to psycho myself here, because I read this newspaper clipping about filling your mind with positive thoughts and allowing it to reap the positive thoughts that I have sown. Am I making sense?)

However, we all know that au contraire to the statement above the above statement, I do not have any feelings remotely associated with affection towards Maths. And tomorrow is my Maths PROMOTIONAL EXAM, and I am still happily(not really) starting on my Tutorial 11, which again, I was s'pposed to have completed two thousand eons ago. Congratulate me!!

I can only hope I get a decent grade, like 40+. I hope I get an E. Yes yes, hope hope hope also no use. But I am putting in some effort here! Or at least, I think I am.

I swear, that from this day on, I shall never ever not do my assignments. I hate it when it comes to major exams and you find you don't know a single piece of crap.

I am trying to forget the fact that I have not finished studying History, nor have I started on Econs AT ALL.

I am so going to study till my brain swells up and explodes, flinging wet, grey goo everywhere.

I have actually stopped fantasizing what I want to do after Promos because every fibre of my being is filled with the dread that I will get *gasp* retained. I have never ever doubted my ability to get promoted, but somehow it doesn't seem so easy anymore. These are the grades I am aiming for. Let's see how well I actually do.

Maths- E
History- B
Econs- B/C
Literature- B

I'm not too sure about History though. If I manage to cram everything into my brain... See, I don't want to just attain the minimum criteria that allows me to promote. I want to get a decent grade that I won't balk at, and that won't disappoint my parents.

ALL TALK & NO WORK= USELESS!!!!!

I shall not blog till my Econs paper is over! That is, I will only return next Friday! And I shall not come online unless it is to go to Litespeed!!!

And I really should stop eating everytime I get frustrated with Maths. Don't be surprised if I can't fit through the side gate by the end of exams because I would have ballooned up and floated away like Aunt Marge in Harry Potter. Except I think my case would be different, because I would be so absymally obese, that I would crash THROUGH the ground and caused an Earthquake measuring 10000000000 on the richter scale.