If only I had worked at the pace I am working at now... I'm sure I would not have been so inadequately prepared for the Promotionals. I never do learn my lesson. Like what Mark said, we keep telling ourselves that we are going to work hard everyday and do effing well for Promos, but well, its easier said than done. Grrr.

Studied SEA History today until my brain swam with smallholding, rubber, sugar, evil colonialists, innovative Chinese with their extensive trade links, Indian Chettyars... you get the picture.

While Zhiying and I were walking to the bus-stop, she kept scaring me by opening her eyes really wide, and seriously, it frightened the hell out of me, to the point that I teared up. She kept making her evil eye even when I begged her to stop. Lol. Next time, I'm leaving school while its still light. I get kinda panicky when its dark and cold. It started raining as soon as I got off the bus, and while carrying my umbrella, I was afraid I was going to get struck by the lighting that flashed every few seconds. I didn't dare to hold the umbrella properly and held it by the plastic only. Wahaha. I'm a damn freak lah.

Missed my PRIDE again! :( Aish, Takuya Kimura is so damn hot. Watched Shooting Stars though. Olinda Cho's acting is quite good. She's very comical. Hahaha. Toots is so cute! His nose is more aquiline than usual though.

Finished my mindmaps on Internal & External Economies of Scale. I know, a little too late to be doing mindmaps now, since I ought to be starting on memorizing chunks of text. Oh well.

I don't understand why they want to send her on course again, what with the Promos barely a week away. I mean, come on. Can't the damn course wait till after our Promos? It isn't as if the Bard's plays are a piece of cake and easily comprehensible. Ugh, seriously, the system is kind of screwed up. It makes me miss teachers like Mdm Wee. Even if she was eccentric, you couldn't say she wasn't dedicated to her work. Ah whatever. Guess I'll work through the play by myself. I refuse to believe I won't do well without her help.

Wanted to finish up my EoM today but my bro's using the computer where its stored in. Guess I'll finish it up tomorrow night.

And you looked so small, so forlorn and lost, despite being in a place so familiar yet so hostile. At that point, I wanted to protect you from the world.

From Michael Jackson's Ben:

"They don't see you as I do, I wish they'd try to."