Misang-hae. I feel as if I might never smile again.

Her face crumpled up as her eyes welled up with tears. She tried to stop the tears from falling, but to no avail. Something so simple as crying, to show her outpouring of grief. Yet, the acute pain in her heart was unbelievable. She felt as if she would die from the pain, she felt as if there could not possibly be anything in this world that could ever make her smile again. She knew, as she gazed at his back, getting further from her, that if he walked through the doors of the church... she would never see him again.
"Goodbye..." She choked out, biting back a wretched sob as he crossed the threshold, disappearing into the bright sunlight.
To have your hopes raised, then in the next instant, to have it dashed like it never mattered much. It is a painful thing, more painful than a slash to your wrist, more painful than seeing the blood spurt forth from your veins.
She loved, and she lost.

Was watching The Axis of Truth II. Saw the scene in which Rui En was crying... thought she was pretty good! That kinda inspired me to write the above paragraph. Coupled with my current low state. It'll blow over by tomorrow.

I hope.