Wednesday, October 19, 2005 @9:05 PM
Argh, for some reason, I'm in an effing bad mood now. Stupid cramps, stupid bloated stomach, stupid tiredness, stupid leg, stupid fingers. Stupid everything!!
My bad mood is affecting my English, even as I blog.
Cramps = PMS = my current bad mood. Perhaps? I like to think I don't suffer from PMS but I guess I do. And I tend to get very irritated over the slightest things, and everything is blown out of proportion. My stomach hurts, my abdomen hurts, even though I did not have a very big dinner. I had to eat two slices of papaya after dinner, and because I was preoccupied with I don't know what, I ate the skin of the papaya as well, without even realising it was the skin, till my mom told me. Argh!!!
And I feel so lethargic. Haven't been sleeping well lately. Sigh. On top of that, my left leg has been giving me problems. I think I've got the same problem as the one Zhen used to have. I feel as if I twisted my ankle, but the pain isn't exactly at the ankle, but slightly above it, along the side of my calf. And the top of my foot feels as if all the veins inside have ruptured. Shit. And apparently, this will push the knee out of place, and it seems that my left knee isn't aligned properly anymore. And my fingers on my right hand are still sprained, it hurts when I bend them.
I'm going to die!!! Would dearly love to sleep right now, but I've got to do the script for OP for PW.
Today, I don't like my brother. Grrr.