Hello!

Today was a pretty boring day. Had a GP lecture first thing in the morning, whereby I, amongst several others, received some sort of commendation certificate for GP. Emmalyn received one too, and when the teacher announced her name (in the LT), she refused to go up and was like, "Huh? I didn't do well!" She thought they had made a mistake. Wahaha, damn funny. When she took the cert, there was a look of disgust on her face. Damn cute lah, Emma!

Had MST & a super long talk by Mrs Ho. One thing I will not miss, when she leaves, is her talks. She keeps repeating her stories, haha. But I will definitely miss her. I think she's a good principal. Our new principal is going to be the one from Pioneer Junior College. Heard he's a pretty nice man, who gives people many chances? Something like that. Mrs Ho had only praises to sing of him. Then again, it's not like she can criticise him in front of us.

Got back our Promotional result slip today. It's the one with our final grades. I got BCDF; Lit, History, Econs and Math respectively. Ms. Jeeva says I need to put in more effort, but the thing that she said, that made me really happy, was, "You can actually do it." Hearing that kind of encouragement, and having a teacher believe in me, means alot to me. Yeah, I know you're supposed to believe in yourself, and that's all that matters, but I'm the type who needs support from other people, praises and encouragements. But then again, many do, don't they?

Found out something happy today. The president of Red Pill came to find me after the GP lecture, and apparently, I won the story-writing competition. Remember the "Search for Love" I was writing about? Lol. But she didn't say if I won 1st, 2nd or 3rd. I'll be happy if it was 1st, but I'm quite content that I won something.

The atmosphere was very depressing after school today. But I'm glad Elaine feels better now. She will always be our captain, no matter what! I'm really grateful we've got her as captain. Even though she continually pushes us, we know it's because she loves us, and because she's really dedicated to basketball. She already has my respect. I mean, it's rare that any captain will put in effort to organise extra self-trainings, teach us strategies, and be so patient with us. I'm glad she chose to stay on in Nanyang. I really believe she and Zhiying can bring BBGT to greater heights. P&C babes, we must jiayou for the two of them, for the team, and for ourselves! Let's train hard, study hard and play hard! I love every single one of you!

I hope Triangle feels better, and I think some of the ______ suck. I just wish we could have been more of a support for him. Sigh.

Went to town to meet Emma, Joel and Mark. Mark is a big, big meanie. He keeps insulting me, and said that if he went to a buffet with me, there wouldn't be enough left for him to eat. And we were talking about some girl in school who can run super fast, and Joel was saying I'm bigger-sized than the girl (she is SKINNY by the way), like taller. And that stupid Mark went to say, "And rounder." ~!!!!!! But he let me eat the last bite of his fried Mars bar with ice-cream, and oh my, it is SO good. It tastes like warm, sweet, heavenly brownie. Ooooh. I so want to eat it again. But it probably has more calories than my breakfast, lunch and dinner put together.

And FYI, I don't eat a lot at buffets. I eat very, very little!! My dad always says its a waste to take me to buffets cos I eat so little. So there! Mark, you will fully have MORE than enough to eat at the stupid buffet.

Today I ate:

A plate of char siew rice
A six-foot Subway cold-cut trio (share a footlong with Meanie Mark)
A double-chocolate chip cookie

QUITE LITTLE RIGHT??? Muahaha, I think so too. Compared to yesterday, where I ate:

A tuna sandwich
Chicken porridge
Fried fish tom yam noodles (it's very nice)
Bubble tea
A Cadbury hazelnut chocolate bar
Half a packet of tapioca chips (I love these too)
Dinner (rice with french beans, squid and chicken stew)

Yes. Compared to yesterday, I ate very little today. Have yet to take my dinner, though. Quite hungry, haha.

Somnething's very wrong with me. I keep thinking of food. The main thing in my head is food. I need to start seeing a therapist. On the bus back home today, I was looking out of the window, when I saw this primary school girl carrying a mustard-colored foldable umbrella. She was holding it up, and she hadn't opened it so it was still in a phallic like shape, and for a moment, I got a shock, cos I thought she was holding a giant gourmet sausage. Then I realised it was an umbrella, and was horrified with myself.

Need to start studying Chinese. Ahhh.