Monday, October 31, 2005 @10:28 PM
Hahaha. I just realised something that made me feel er, weird. Lol. Typing it out here would sound really strange, so I'm just going to leave it at that.
Aiyah, I wanna say stuff, but typing it out here would be so weird!!!
Anyway, my wound seems to be getting better. Flies landed on it during training today, and its itching now. So I suppose it's healing!
Haha, I think I seriously need to get out of my cocoon/daydream-y state. Heard some stuff from people around me, that made me go WHOA, and managed to shock me. I've always got very rigid ideals about love, dating and stuff like that. So much so that talking to friends, sometimes makes me feel very prudish and ah-ma. And people with honeyed words make me feel very suspicious of them, and I will usually not believe their honeyed words.
Lol. But it's alright. Everyone has different ways of thinking, and of doing things. I think the worst thing you can ever say, is that someone's morals are wrong, just because they do things that you wouldn't do. I mean, who is to dictate right/wrong morals? Morals are a product of upbringing, our way of thinking, our lifestyle. As long as your morals don't hurt anyone, it's really fine.
I want to go London, Paris, Rome. Sit in a quaint cafe by the cobbled streets of London, watching the world go by, sipping a cup of hot chocolate on a cool autumn day, writing one of my stories. Visiting the beautiful architecture in Rome & Paris, immersed in a world where Time stops for me, getting lost in ancient history...
Those are my ambitions. Not very ambitious ones, but they keep my going.
Oh I am hungry + sleepy. I look forward to a slack day tomorrow. :D