I'm a freaking loser! I spent my entire day online reading fanfics, rewatching The Guy was Muhshesuh, downloading Korean MVs, Shinhwa dance battles... Aigoo. I'm wasting my life away.

I really, really need to start on my homework. There's only a month left till school reopens! WHY SO FAST?? After the holidays, we're going to have to go back to school, and sit through lectures, tutorials, then start studying our asses off for A LEVELS. WHY? WHY IS EVERYTHING FLASHING BY SO FAST? ASFAG$*Y(@Y%RJH$*@&$U$@)(!!!

Why can't I live in South Korea, where there are hot ggangpaes, and the people there do not seem to study? Why can't I live in South Korea and incur the wrath of some hot uhljjang/iljeen, who ends up falling in love with me because I am too cute??? WHY?

Here's why:
#1. I live in Singapore, where there are only Ah Bengs.
#2. If I don't study here, I don't think I can do anything else because I'm not particularly talented enough to set up some successful business.
#3. I probably COULD incur the wrath of an uhljjang... BUT//
#4. He will not fall in love with me because I am NOT cute, at all. I'll probably irritate the hell out of him, till he unleashes his fanclub upon me to kill me.

I should stop reading fanfics. At the age of seventeen, I'm still immersed in my own fantasy world, and I think reality is falling further away from me. *HELP*!!

Plus, I'm balding. Argh!!

Okay lah, will start on work next week! Shall draw up a timetable tomorrow. I'm a damn procrastinator. Feel like kicking myself off to Timbuktu! Sheesh.

Hahaha, just now I was watching some dance thing on this Korean variety show called Xmen, then they called on for this guy, and I thought I heard "Kim Jong Il." Imagine KJI dancing. Puahaha.