Hola~

Does anyone know what language the above greeting is in? Hmm.

I'm so tired. Although I've been sleeping for about 7 hours everyday, I'm still getting dark shadows under my eyes. And I hate them! The one thing I hate more than having my period or pimples are shadows beneath my eyes. Gaah.

School's been a lot more bearable lately, because of the funny things which occur every now and then. For example, today while in the library with Eileen and Vinny, we saw two guys lying face-up on the eloganated black seat behind the computer terminals, and one of them was snoring so loudly! It was hilarious, and the librarian seemed oblivious to the two sleeping beauties, because she walked right past them without saying anything. Then as Emmalyn and I were walking down the steps, the wind lifted our skirts up, and I didn't even realise it till a few seconds later. Good thing I was wearing shorts, haha. Its things that like that really brighten up the day sometimes. Adolescence can be such a lovely thing sometimes.

I realise that I ought not to chatter on and on about Tarzan, King of the Jungle, because word might get around that I fancy him (which I don't, honest) and then he might hear of it, and then I would die, really. If only I could be all nonchalant and dispassionate about things like that. It'd be better, really.

Sometimes some people really get onto my nerves with their thoughtless and insensitive actions. I'm not the most sensitive and caring person in the world, but there are certain ways the world operates in that you just have to accept. If you're not happy or cranky, the best thing to do would be to just keep silent sometimes. Because not-so-nice thoughts tend to be going through our heads when we're in a bad mood, and if you don't learn to keep to yourself for the period of time you're unhappy, you might just regret it when something mean spills out of your mouth and there is nothing you can do to take your words back.

I still remember something Emmalyn said sometime ago, and I think it really makes sense.

"Conform on the outside, but don't conform on the inside."

Wise words huh? It's quite a good motto to live by, lol. You can't really "be yourself" 100% in this world. Because if a lot of us were to be our true selves, there would be a lot of conflict. Sometimes you've just got to put on a smile and grin it through, even if what you're feeling is the total opposite. There's no point showing your true colours all the time and messing up your relationships with people.

Okay. I need to get on with my work. Have a good evening ahead, everyone. :)