Don't start if you weren't ever going to continue.

And you and I are worlds apart, but I want to be a part of your world.

Ellis says that if this continues for another 2 months, I will be on her loser list. Hahaha.

I feel as if I should implode/explode soon.

I need to talk all my innermost feelings out, yell out my secret desires and longings for the world to hear...

Yet I cannot.