Finally done with my nationalism essay, and I'm glad I was born into an independent Singapore, and not have to struggle to liberate myself from oppressive colonial rule.

I've got tons of work to do:

-GP essay (due Tuesday)
-2 Econs essays for Keynesian Theory (Tuesday)
-Lear & Chaucer projects (Not due for another week)
-Finish up Nationalism tutorial & quiz (Due tomorrow)
-Communism research for European history (1 week +)
-Econs MCQ (due Tuesday)

And I have to finish whatever I can by today, because there's training tomorrow and I'll only reach home about 9pm. Sometimes it really sucks living so far away.

Mr. Jeow once told me that JC is the best time of my life, and that I'm suited for a JC, and not a polytechnic. Emmalyn said that too. Maybe I need to be in a JC to build up my discipline, because I know I'll simply laze through my semesters in poly, but as for it being the best time of my life... Times most probably have changed since Mr. Jeow's JC years and my JC years.

I'm so tired, and I miss my secondary school friends so much that I don't even miss them anymore. Does that make sense?

And I've decided, I'm really going to work my butt off for the rest of the year, because I want to get triple As, do a good course in university, then work, save some money, then get the hell out of Singapore for a bit. It's killing me. It'll probably be some years before I can actually travel around Europe with my own money, but I am going to do it no matter what.

Okay. Going to take forty winks before I start on work again.