"Why are you so far away," he said, "Why won't you ever know, that I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you..."

I could feel the air slowly leaving my body today, like how a balloon shrivels up as the air is let out of it. It's like one minute you're full of energy, the next, you just feel like nua-ing there on the floor, not saying/doing anything, but just breathing. I'm so tired. Zzzz.

And Zhiying's depression has spread to me. I hope I'll get out of this funk soon.

38 days to mid-years. Kill me.

Was rather annoyed today with helmet. Maybe I'm making wrong assumptions, but it was so out of the blue, that it's hard to take it at face value. Whatever, I cannot stand it when people do such things.

I can't for the life of me, remember what it is I wanted to say.