You with your fancy words, your assertive comments, your constant disagreements with what people say, your constant need to interrupt people and interject your own opinions...

You are worth nothing in my eyes.

I honestly tried to give you a chance. When the people around me dismissed you as irritating and making unnecessary noise, I still did try and make an effort to say that, "Hey, [you're] quite okay." I thought you just needed someone to give you some attention, and I truly did think you were an alright person. Annoying at times, but I thought you could be a good friend whom a person could count on. I thought you were unconventionally smart and quite a good judge of character. Maybe I even respected you at some point in time.

That was in spite of the way you behaved around girls. I dislike it when guys get too close to girls when they're just ordinary friends. I was uncomfortable with the way you liked to come so close, but I never said anything. I chose to overlook it, to pass it off as you being unaware of what you were doing.

I can accept irritating people, no problem. Vincent likes to be irritating but he's still my friend. You were and still am, irritating, but you were still my friend. What I cannot accept are people who so blatantly lie and lie and lie. Your whole existence would be a joke then, wouldn't it? You're not living, buster. You're existing. You are a joke. A big, fat joke. How many people are laughing at you secretly while you talk to them in your arrogant tone, trying to assert your manliness? Do you have any idea? All those things you ever told me. I can only think of them as lies now.

And I hold you in utter contempt. You have no respect for girls, no respect for people at all. You are a selfish asshole, living in your stupid, pathetic world, always blaming everyone for your plight, for the way you turned out today. Everyone but yourself. I used to empathize with you, but hell, all that you ever told me, were bullshit. Take a bloody good look at your life. You are pathetic. Why do you keep pitying yourself this way? Stop trying to fit yourself into the mould of a hell--bent, rebellious and violent kid who's turned good. You think that's cool? Portraying yourself that way?

I really cannot believe how I actually regarded you as a friend and took your words seriously. I never knew a person could lie so compulsively.

You think you're really great, huh? Talking as if you are really good at sports, at academics, at getting the chicks. You are not good at the sports you tried to pass yourself off as being accomplished at, and I cannot believe you told me otherwise.

You live this lie because you are a coward. You are too afraid to face up to people being better than you in things, you are too afraid of not being special enough to get attention. And you are too lazy to try and work hard to be good at these things. You choose to lie instead, to pass off a facade of someone cultured and well-read, impressive.

I want to see how you continue to embarrass yourself. I want to see how you get tangled up in your web of lies, how they will all come crashing down on you. Your lies have a big impact on me because I once considered you a friend. And it scares the hell out of me how I believed all your lies. Everything that comes out of your mouth from now on, will be worthless junk to me.