There's not a star in heaven that we can't reach.

Have gotten out of the funk I was in for the past two days. I don't want to dwell on the negative aspects of life anymore. I don't want to complain about my life now, about how mundane and stressful school is, because at least I'm living, at least I understand that to be able to study, and having it to be my biggest worry is a blessing. I want to focus on the beautiful parts of life, the simple joys. And no one's going to take that away from me.

I penned everything inside of me onto the pages of my written diary today. And it feels good. I'm going to detach myself from all the hurtful things you do again and again to me. Perhaps it's subconsciously, who knows? I only know that a person like you can never gain my respect, because you have never respected anyone else. But it's okay, because it's your life. You can give me all the bullshit you want, but it doesn't mean I need to accept it and suffer by it.

Things are only going to get better from here. Let's trudge on, 05A5A (remember Paul Bettany, haha) and to Felicia, Darianne, Chingy, Bel and Karen chingoo. :)