Jonathan Leong is a completely sexy human being. He can do the Chippendale dance (whatever that is) and I'd still think he's the best dancer in the world. I don't know why people think he's ugly, because I think he is very, very handsome. And sexy. And yummy. And cute. And endearing. And I could go on forever, so let's just leave it at that, yeah? Teehee.

My two favourites for SG Idol (which I really enjoy watching for my few favourites) would be Jonathan, of course and Rahimah! I think she's got the best voice in the whole competition. And I'm biased towards Jonathan because I'm a very aesthetic sort of girl, so I'd naturally root for a sexy specimen of the male species (who are aliens, I truly believe). And he has talent too, I don't blindly follow looks only okay!

If it doesn't blink by the end of tonight, I should think I'll accept it, once and for all.

"You are not altered, but I am. You have nothing to regret, but I do." -Alexander I

Poignantly poetic, is it not? No, Alexander did not write that to his mistress or his wife, but to Metternich instead. Who is some political advisor in Russia, I think. I think it's quite a beautiful line, something you'd expect in Austen's novels, not in a History text.

Do check this song out. The Places You have Come to Fear the Most by Dashboard Confessional. As always, Chris Carrabba's voice is lovely, but what I like most about the song is the lyrics.

"Twice we've stood beside each other at the altar, Rosie. Twice. And twice we got it wrong. I needed you to be there for my wedding day but I was too stupid to see that I needed you to be the reason for my wedding day." - Alex, from "Where Rainbows End" by Cecilia Ahern.

May I correct myself, even if it doesn't blink, which it has, I'll still accept it. I've been faltering and faltering, but I think it's time. Truly the time. It'll be tougher because I don't have anyone to share this with, but I chose that path and I'm not going to whinge about it. No matter how many times I may break down on the way, I will still try to accept it.

I'll be alright, rest assured. Because I wouldn't have it any other way.

Girlfriends' therapy very much needed. To my lovely four, how does a day at my house sound? Unless we can squeeze time out to plan an outing to Sentosa, which isn't quite practical at this point? Let me know, boyfriends not allowed!