Today was a bloody stupid day. The stupid GP passages made me think about my life right now. Lit got me rather pissed. The stupid flies kept attacking us while we were studying. I waited half an hour for the bus to come.

Whatever happened to that happy-go-lucky Melissa who was contented with almost anything that came her way, and who didn't like complaining about her situation in life?

I hate being so dissatisfied and unhappy. Maybe not unhappy. Aiyah, I don't know. I hate sounding all depressed and tragic, because I've really got nothing to be depressed about. I use that word far too easily.

I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is alright
To the core
Close that door
Is this happening?
My breathe is on your hair
I'm unaware
That you opened the blinds and let the city in
God, you held my hand
As we stand
Taking in everything.

And I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep

But Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...
we're both flying away.

We talked about moms and dads
About families' pasts
Getting to know where we came from
Our hearts were on display
For all to see
I can't believe this is happening.
I raised my hand as if to show you I was yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm still so yours for the taking
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me...
I knew from the start
So my arms are open wide
And your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep

But here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...

I knew from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep

Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...
we're both flying away.

And I'll try to sleep
to keep you in my dreams
so I can bring you home with me
and I'll try to sleep
and you keeping you in my...dreams

I knew it from the start
My arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
We're not going to sleep
But here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...we're both..
flying away

I wish I had the song, instead of a vague tune in my head. Would you believe me if I say I can imagine the exact balcony and the exact atmosphere the lyrics are talking about? When I listen to the song, I feel as if I'm part of the special moment.

I think I need some sleep.