Hello. This has been a most interesting day. The pomelo tea got stolen, and we looked into dustbins to find it, to no avail of course. Pretty funny, this mystery of The Stolen Pomelo Tea. The most esteemed Vincent reckons that our life is one big rig.

Mark: Do you watch Singapore Idol?

Vincent: No.

Me: Why???

Vincent: Because it's rigged.

And on top of that, he believes the World Cup is rigged, exams are rigged, and our life is apparently worse than living in the Matrix. Why, I reckon he's a Nihilist. Hahaha. So amusing lah.

Muahahaha. My imagination has gotten the better of me, I'm positive. That and Vincent talk about our life being rigged just before the Lit PC exam. I did a critique on this poem called "The Yachts". And I don't know how or why, I started writing about the yachts in the poem being like androids, and being too perfect and flawless, therefore being very unsettling. But I realise, that these yacts are MANUFACTURED...... so of course they don't have any obvious flaws! And aarghh in hindsight I realise I wrote a lot of bullshit for that essay, and my interpretation was all warped. My dreams of an A has just abandoned me. It has gone down its watery grave along with the victims in the poem. Goodbye. You were a beautiful dream when I harboured you. Now I must contend myself with hoping for a pass.

I went to the mart in my estate to do some grocery shopping, and I didn't bring enough cash, so I went back up to my house to get money to pay the man back (10cents, to be exact). While walking back down, I met my neighbour, and I realise that people get the impression that I'm always very happy. I'm not. I'm an absolutely depressed person on the inside, can you not see it? Hahaha. Okay, kidding. I was munching on Pocky and grinning to myself when I saw her, so I reckon that's why she said I always look so cheerful. And before you think I'm insane for grinning to myself, it was because I was looking at the sky (which was very pretty today!) and I suddenly thought of Sesame Street, for some weird, inane reason. So I started grinning to myself, because hey, it's Sesame Street! Teehee.

My drive is waning........ Someone give me a good hard kick to spur me on!!!

Three more papers to love........

:D